in my veins 

i grow i fade 

into flash of reborn 

coral reef 

i dive i hold 

my tender breath 

deer into my forgotten self

fluid life 

diluted blood 

sweet and salty 

soft and angry

i need breather 

i need air 

i want to be deeper in my head

underwater body's change

i need back my tender breath

please just ask 

me ask me why 

why i still hold my breath 

why i still can't be 

transparent to myself